Another night, composing, but somehow googled Sinead O’Connor. I can’t explain it, but months after her death, I still watch videos. We probably would differ on our world views and yet I feel like I could sit with her for a cup of coffee, and just listen– for days.

To add paint and color to a Japanese calligraphy piece is not an option. The color and images would distract from the meaning of the thick-black-lines, pulling the reader away from the message and its simplicity . It’s like looking at your shadow, severed into dots and rhythms. So why do we distract the integrity …

When creating art and content becomes your resistance– when you use it to avoid the necessity to cold call potential clients. The social awkwardness you possess compels you to create, but not meet. This is the one thing to fix or else, frankly starve.

A Test

Last night, I shut the day down by having a cigar on the back patio. For a moment, I caught a glimpse of my puffy gray hair and thought to myself– Your hair looks crazy– like M’s. M. was a dear friend and mentor-poet. We exchanged poems and artwork– I’d visit him– walk around the …